Me khush nahi hu,
use hasane ke baad use rula kar,
kareeb aane ke baad usse dur jakar,
me khush nahi hu,
me sach much nahi hu,
Sham ka waqt hatho me chai dimag me uska khayal aata hai,
ki ek wo shehzadi jo mujhe shehzade se kam nahi samjhti thi,
jo mere sath khush rehti thi gam nahi rakhti thi,
chillati hui band kitabon ke khamosh alfazon ki tarah bana kar
rakh diya hai mene use,
sisakti hui aahen girte hue aansuo se mila kar
rakh diya hai mene use,
na jane aaine ke samne khud ko kese sanwarti hogi,
har pal mere khayalo me khoyi rehti hai din kese guzarti hogi,
mujhe yaad hai usne mujhe tohfe me ek diary ghadi or wallet diya tha,
wallet me tasveer rakhne ka zamana to gaya lekin,
me aksar us ghadi me waqt ko chalta dekh kar us diary me uska
chehra utara karta hu,
me tanhai me aksar yahi pukara karta hu,
suno me sach much nahi hu,
me khush nahi hu,
be-wajah use bhula kar,
be-inteha use rula kar,
me khush nahi hu...
